Uncertainty

sekarang sekitar jam stngah 5 subuh


mata bengkak...


sesenggukan...


habis mngadu ke Yang Maha Kuasa


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saat mngadu,


cuma bisa diam...


ga bisa ngomong apa-apa


cuma air mata yg keluar...


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but I know,


Dia Maha Tau


Dia Maha Mengerti


Dia selalu ada,


dan satu2nya yg bisa dipercaya


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ga' seperti manusia


tiba-tiba datang...


tiba-tiba pergi...


mengecewakan


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God...


being surrender in Your Hands,


that's all I can do


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Please...


always lead me, God


to know what you've been created to my future


even it's hurts...


even it's difficult...


I'll still believe in You


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Please just give Your strength to me,


so I can go through this uncertainty life...